Amy Bleuel, Founder of Project Semicolon, Passes Away

“A semicolon is used when an author could’ve chosen to end their sentence, but chose not to. The author is you and the sentence is your life.”

Amy Bleuel has been known in the mental health community as the founder of Project Semicolon—a movement that provided hope, love, acceptance and encouragement for people who are struggling with mental illness, depression, suicide, self-harm and addiction.

If you know anything about semi-colon tattoos, or the cultural meaning behind project semicolon, you probably know Amy Bleuel.

According to the global non-profit’s website, “A semicolon is used when an author could’ve chosen to end their sentence, but chose not to. The author is you and the sentence is your life.”

The Life of Amy Bleuel as told by Amy Bleuel

Life is full of trials that may bring a person to experience great pain or, if we’re lucky, bring us great joy. Those experiences, the good and the bad, are carried through life with us. To not only shape and change who we are, but to also leave us with the lessons we have learned.

Growing up, for me, was one trial after another. I spent years wondering what I would eventually learn from my experiences and why I had to endure these things. At some points, I even wondered if there could be a way out.

From even a young age, I learned how to endure and to fight. At the age of 6, 2 years after my parents divorced, I chose to go live with my father and his new wife. Living with my father was great until my stepmother began abusing me physically, mentally and even emotionally. I endured her abuse until I was taken from my father and put into state custody. I remained there while I waited for my mother to come for me. This happened at the age of 8, marking the start of my journey into “the system”.

As a young child, I’d already experienced more pain than I even imagined possible. Going forward with my life was difficult because of the years I’d been abused. I’d been left with a tendency towards seeking unhealthy kinds of attention and a habit for choosing paths that weren’t beneficial for my life.

When I was 13, I was raped for the first time. Rather than being reassured and comforted after the assault, I was held responsible for a crime I did not commit and put back into the system. The next five years of my life were spent in darkness and total solitude. I was even heavily medicated with drugs used to treat mental illnesses despite never being diagnosed with one. I fell victim to self-injuring behavior more than once and, on a number of occasions, even attempted to take my life.

I had little to no respect for myself and I felt that I was worthless. The people around me, especially those who were supposed to love me, never showed me that I was worth the very air I breathed. Their attitude towards me became my attitude about me and the mentality through which I viewed myself.

At the age of 18, I lost my father to suicide. I had been at a low point for quite some time, but this brought more pain to my life than anything I had ever experienced. With that pain lingering in the shadows, I was sent off to begin my life as an adult. I was fresh out of the system and completely unaware of where or how to begin my life as an adult, so at that point, after 5 years of not being in school, I obtained my HSED and went off to college.

Beginning college brought an entirely new set of trials to my life. I started experimenting with drugs which led me to abuse prescription painkillers. I also struggled greatly with depression during that period, which reflected very poorly on my performance in school. It was during my first couple of years in college that I was raped two more times and, at the hands of an ex-boyfriend, I experienced the loss of my unborn child.

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Throughout my life, through the good times and the bad, I held closely to my faith in God. There were times that I wavered in my Faith and wondered why I had to experience such pain and times when I wondered how could a God of love allow me to go through this?

Amy Bleuel Husband

Meeting my husband was the turning point in my life. For the first time, I experienced true love and I was, finally, able to start healing. It was through this journey that I embraced my calling and set out to help others who felt they were less than their true worth. I knew I wanted to impact the world and to make a difference, that is how Project Semicolon (The Semicolon Project) began.

It is the love of my Savior that empowered me to make a difference and to love the world with a Christ-like love,even when the world hadn’t loved me. It is only through God that I am here to tell you my story and empower you all to continue yours. Without His love and grace I know that my story would never have been told. I hope that you all know that you are loved and that you are worth saving. My story isn’t over yet, neither is yours.

Stay Strong; Love Endlessly; Change Lives

It is with heavy hearts that we report Amy has passed away.

Bleuel suffered from alcoholism at the age of 30 and had five major suicidal attempts. At just 31 years old, Amy had spent most of her adult life being an inspiration to many throughout the mental health community. Bleuel died on March 23, 2017, the cause of death was ruled as suicide.

She previously shared her story on To Save A Life, and it’s beyond inspiring. Amy’s legacy and vision for Project Semicolon is one that we are proud to carry on. She will be deeply missed.

Join us in praying for Amy’s husband, family and friends during this difficult time.

Amy Bleuel Obituary

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Amy Elizabeth Bleuel

August 1, 1985  –  March 24, 2017

Amy Elizabeth Bleuel, 31, of Green Bay, Wisconsin, is at peace in Heaven with her father. She was born on August 1, 1985 in Wausau to Jeanne (Schmidt) and Mark Burg and married David Bleuel on June 21, 2014.

Amy graduated from Northeast Wisconsin Technical College in December 2014 where she earned a degree in graphic design and a certificate in printing. Amy founded Project Semicolon. Her work following graduation was centered on raising awareness of mental illness and suicide prevention. She gave presentations on behalf of the Project to groups throughout the country.

Amy loved to travel. She and her husband especially enjoyed photography and photographing their many adventures together. She was an active member of Spring Lake Church in Green Bay.

Amy is survived by her husband David, mother Jeanne, stepfather Kelly, three brothers Bob, Brian, and Joshua, two sisters Alicia and Tricia, her favorite nephew Alec, mother and father-in-law Jayne and Bernard, and brother-in-law Andrew. She is further survived by many other friends and relatives. Amy’s father Mark preceded her on September 9, 2003.

Family and friends may call at the Pfotenhauer Funeral Home and Cremation Service at 2379 East Mason Street in Green Bay from 9:30 a.m. to 12:00 noon on Saturday, April 1, 2017. A service will follow. Online condolences are welcome at www.PfotenhauerFuneralHome.com.

In lieu of flowers, a memorial fund has been established in her name at the funeral home.

If you or someone you know needs help right now, you can contact the Crisis Text Line by texting “START” to 741-741, or call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255.

Bri Lamm
Bri is an outgoing introvert with a heart that beats for adventure. She lives to serve the Lord, experience the world, and eat macaroni and cheese in between capturing life’s greatest moments on one of her favorite cameras.

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